Friday, November 21, 2008
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Sunday, November 2, 2008
MEDIAFIRE ME
With our new and upcoming mediafire account, we can have hassle-less photo sharing!
Basically, we can just share class photos easily. Just upload it onto the account, and anyone who wants it can just get it. YAY.
Further and more detailed instructions as to how to get the photos off the account will be posted here, once the account is set up! YAY. I am so excited!
Guess what? I am leaving for London in THREE DAYS. SO FAST. :O
Pray for Jann, Sun Young, Nicole and ME!
And just pray that Chloe Liew wouldn't be 'napped by Eastern European pimps.
HEH! ENGLISH BREAKFAST, HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Friday, August 15, 2008
I COME IN EXCITEMENT
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heart,
Caris Awesome Ross (In time to come)
Sunday, August 10, 2008
So I shall liven it up but talking about Ryan <3!
YAY. I just want to thank all of you for paying for my Singfest ticket!
IT WAS TRULY AMAZING. I have not felt so happy for such a long time!
I WILL NEVER FORGET WHAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR MEEEEEE!!!~~~~
And yes, I am truly, undeniably in love with Ryan Awesome Ross! YAY.
One day...he will dump his girlfriend for me. One day.
Yeah, but anyway I told all of you that I will upload the photos and all..which I did...halfway. Yes, stupid Xanga has a freaking limit to the number of photos you can upload in a month. SO I CANT UPLOAD ANYMORE PHOTOS.
:((((((((((((( Yes. I am sad.
I shall go study geog now.
ohoh.
Go look at the photos I uploaded so far! www.xanga.com/vrroomm
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008
Dedicated to Eustacia.
Everyone feels depressed at least once in their life. Mine was a 2 year thing, secondary one and two. I was always 'happy' and jokey but it was all a facade, so breakable, a porcelain mask. No one really bothered to try and look behind that mask, most couldn't tell that it was just a front. Then, i felt to worthless, and pathetic. I felt that i had friends, but were they true? No one could possibly Want to love me, so why don't i act to be full of fun, the kind of person that people would want to love. I couldn't understand why people had bible study (aka candice, gabby etc) and i made fun of them, saying that they were 'meditating'. how foolish i was indeed. I just wanted to run away from all this fakeness. i didn't want to continue this fake life, a life built on lies! But there never was anywhere to go, so i continued this life.
In sec 2, i had already started going to church but i still was so depressed, maybe worse then in sec 1. i moped, i couldn't think straight. Everything was so 'emo' and my life then was a plane of gray and black, sprinkled occasionally with a few bright colours in my life. I just felt that i was alone in this world. My parents still worried so, so much about my sister and it was a tough time in school still for her and as they worried about her, resentment built up in me as i felt as i was being ignored. i was so lonely, but thank goodness though i thought of suicide too, a voice would tell me, "NO WAY!! that is stupid, you have a whole life ahead of you Joey! You may feel lonely now but one day, you'll get out of it! Do you know how hurt everyone will be? Your friends and family? Don't be foolish Joey" So i stopped thinking about it anymore.
Finally, this year, with the help of friends, i started getting more positive. then during cell group, i finally cried out to God, "God!!! God!!! I love you, i really do. But do you want to love me back?"
And i knew then that he did talk to me. he said so gently, "Joey, i love you joey. I love you so much joey, i love you." And i started crying, i felt his love surround me and i was so touched that He did love me.
Now, we are all imperfect, and many a times we feel that we are unworthy of love and that the world would be better without us. However, the world is run by the Devil, the Prince of the world. With all the disasters and terrorism and evilness inflicted by him and his crowd of demons, just lacking one or two self-pitying people is nothing to him. What's more, we are christians and by committing suicide, we will indefinitely go to Hell. There, Satan would use us too, shove us in god's face and say arrogantly, "Look, i have YOUR people! They don't appreciate what you gave them, a soul a life! They would rather listen to my demons and fall into depression, then come straight down to Hell!! Look, see, this here is your 'child' God, LOOK!!!"
Don't give in to the Devil Eustacia, keep in mind that no matter what you feel, it just shows you that you have emotions and they are not to rule your life, they are to show you that you HAVE a life! God loves you so much, so much you can't even fathom how much! He is willing to do so much for you and think about it, really do think. he sent his SON, his only son to DIE on the CROSS for you! lemme draw it out
A father, loves his son so much. His only son. A son whom he really loves so so much. But all of us are his children too. He knows he has to find a way to save us all from this much suffering! He looks at Jesus and then back at us. And he knew, for us all, he had to give up one guy, his son to save us all. In numbers, one to save many is definitely worth it. But think, it was HIS SON. Can you imagine sacrificing your son to save your brothers and sisters in christ? Not blood related but spirit related? Your own flesh and blood to be sacrificed for them, and some didn't even appreciate it. Seeing your son suffer through life, being tormented, NAILED to the cross and left to hang... blood dripping, watching him cry out and it was so so painful for God... He wanted so badly to just save his son then he wanted to just grab him out of this misery and bring him back to heaven but he could not. With his last breath, God cried out in fury and grief. The heaven cried and the ground TORE, it was like God crying his eyes out and his heart tearing in to two...
Now, this proves how much he love you Eustacia, he loves you so much he would sacrifice his son. it would be impossible for you to do that for him but he doesn't mind. he DOESN'T want you to kill your own child to show him you love him. He just wants to get close to you and let you know that he loves you. He wants to surround you with love and let you know he loves you! So Eustacia, know that suicide won't solve anything and if you need to confess or talk to, go to God, talk to him. He will let his presence be felt if you yearn for it. And, you have a friend in me too =)
Love, you loads, Joey
School has started...
At Lot 1 shopping mall with mom and sis.
Mom: Eh, where do you both think we should go for end of years? I was thinking cruise since Jo is going to taiwan and mel is going to Bintan.
ME: Oh, cruise if fine.
PAUSE.
Me: Then where shall we go for the june holidays?
Both of them stares at me with a "IS SHE SO BLUR AS THAT???" look
My sis: ...uh... loser? Its the END of june holidays!
Me: OMG IT IS?????!!!!! BUT I STILL HAVE SO MUCH TO DO!!!! O.o
lol, enough of the lameness, hope it makes your day in one way or another! =D
This report is written by: Joey.
Monday, June 16, 2008
Reasons why you should buy Caris a two-day Singfest pass:
- I love Ryan Ross. He is the guitarist in Panic, if you didn't know.
- Every single guy in Lostprophets is hot. EVERY.
- You love me.
- I love you too.
- I will buy you a 'thank you' present.
Oh yes, if you have any extra cash at hand, after buying me my two-day Singfest ticket pass, you could buy one for Li Kim and Pei too.
Mine first though.
<3,
caris awesome
Sunday, June 8, 2008
JOKEoftheday (:
so here's a funny story to make everyone laugh. YAY!
Once upon a time, in a land far far away...
(well, not that far. hahaha Yamaha @ PlazaSing, studio 1, i think)
there was a girl, who was really REALLY blur.
*phone rings*
Sam: *takes out phone* EH! Is that music? Is that sound?
Joy: It's ringing! Pick it up!
Sam: *holds phone up to ears* Eh! There's sound! There's sound! HEEEHEE Why is there sound?
Joy: Pick it up!
Sam: *stares blankly at the phone for a while more till it stops ringing* Oh. Missed call.
Joy: HAHAHAHAHA
well, it WAS really funny. maybe you had to be there hahaha
ANYWAYS. on to proper class stuff
wanna have a gathering this hols? dunno if you guys want a proper like, class outing. mhmmm. okays, tell me kays? YAY!
-JOY
Monday, June 2, 2008
SHEE HERE!
Ok,
CLICK 5 WAS AWESOME!
KYLE AND ETHAN SAW ME AND LOOKED AT ME. OMG, I ALMOST FAINTED. BUT, I CANNOT FAINT OR ELSE THOSE GUARDSMEN WILL PULL ME OUT OF THE PITS.
ANYWAYS,
THEY LOOKED EVEN HOTTER IN PERSON.
JOEY ZEHR OBVIOUSLY SAW ME. HE SIGNED MY HANDPHONE. HE FREAKING TOUCHED MY HANDPHONE!
Wheeeeee~
ANYWAYS, THEY ARE FREAKING SKINNY BUT SUPER HOT.
Friday, May 30, 2008
hello hello
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
CONFESSIONAL!
For the past few weeks, I have been in depression and I was suicidal last week.
It's basically like a drop lower and lower. I don't really know why but I've been getting more and more depressed and with the depression I become unreasonable and irritating. Like on the concert day? When I had red eyes, yeah that was cause I quarreled with my mom till she nearly threw a bowl at me. And when I asked Dora to pray for me (just before obs),thats cause my family and I were experiencing major issues.
So that OBS week, was basically my worst week. I got so far into depression that I seriously entertained the thought of suicide through and overdose. Its a good thing one of my friends told my mom and she could stop me in time. I was going to go for counseling but the counselor's in France so I ended up talking to my Chinese teacher.
I thought I was getting better but from today I guess I still have a long way to go. I was crying this afternoon and basically it was cause I was scared I disappointed one of my friends. It's a good thing Chui was there to basically talk to me and comfort me. I want to tell you guys that the reason why I didn't tell you this earlier is cause I really hate making people worry and personally I don't think I'm that worth it.
I'm going to paste excerpts from my conversation with Chui: (the actual one is 3 pages long)
why r u depressed?
maybe its true that lifes not worth living I hate myself too says:
i wanna cry
that doesn't sound eustacia-ish
maybe its true that lifes not worth living I hate myself too says:
people keep scolding me
maybe its true that lifes not worth living I hate myself too says:
and i suck at everything
maybe its true that lifes not worth living I hate myself too says:
i can't even be happy
that's not true...
u don't suck at everything
-skip-
maybe its true that lifes not worth living I hate myself too says:
yeah, but i should have helped
you say you should have
but could you?
there's a different
maybe its true that lifes not worth living I hate myself too says:
i dunno
maybe its true that lifes not worth living I hate myself too says:
maybe
*difference
listen, eustacia
just by listening to you, i know that u're obviously not in the right state to help anyone except yourself
maybe its true that lifes not worth living I hate myself too says:
i dunno anything anymore
we all don't, at some point of time
but it's just a passing phase
it'll make you stronger
maybe its true that lifes not worth living I hate myself too says:
but i think i should help all the way
maybe its true that lifes not worth living I hate myself too says:
its better if i collapse helping
but was it within your ability?
maybe its true that lifes not worth living I hate myself too says:
i dunno
let me tell u this eustacia
i shall use an analogy
right now, u're falling
u're trying to break the fall
maybe its true that lifes not worth living I hate myself too says:
why am i crying
and if you successfully break the fall, it would be much easier for you to get up as compared to you letting yourself fall than getting up
*then
maybe its true that lifes not worth living I hate myself too says:
i dunwanna cry
go ahead and cry if that's what you need
it's not a sign of weakness
maybe its true that lifes not worth living I hate myself too says:
i told myself that i'm not going to cry
maybe its true that lifes not worth living I hate myself too says:
n i can't even do that
don't try so hard
don't try so hard eustacia
you don't need to prove anything
-end-
Basically it went on and on and I was crying the whole time. If you want the details I can pass you the transcript cause I don't want to say to much here. So basically I'm asking that you guys help by praying for me if you want to, there's bo obligation.
So thats what I wanted to say.
Thursday, May 15, 2008
JOY melting under blue skies; belting out sunlight shimmering love says:
realistic? well, think a botu it this way. we've gotta grab on to those little happy things as hard as we can to avoid falling into the eternal pits of damnation and depression, a result of life.
Scream the way you would if I ravaged your mind. says:
another thing i wish for people to stop causing other people misery it because i want less people going to hell.
JOY melting under blue skies; belting out sunlight shimmering love says:
you know. i pray for it. and, i guess i was crying during class chapel 'cos i felt that God was actually there and helping every one of us that morning. and maybe He really WAS trying to make it a better place, and i guess you could pray for it too?
Scream the way you would if I ravaged your mind. says:
oh yeah. i cried too. i broke down there and then.
Scream the way you would if I ravaged your mind. says:
and geri was stealing glances at our forms looking at their weirded out faces
JOY melting under blue skies; belting out sunlight shimmering love says:
i bet they were. it just proves their unfeelingness though. alright, it's contempt rearing their ugly head again, but sometimes i just really don't like them
Scream the way you would if I ravaged your mind. says:
i don't really blame them actually.
Scream the way you would if I ravaged your mind. says:
they just don't know what it's like
Scream the way you would if I ravaged your mind. says:
and actually that's another thing.
Scream the way you would if I ravaged your mind. says:
i want the class to help and try save them from damnation.
JOY melting under blue skies; belting out sunlight shimmering love says:
well. it's... character, i guess.
Scream the way you would if I ravaged your mind. says:
no i mean by accepting jesus
JOY melting under blue skies; belting out sunlight shimmering love says:
well, yea. they just won't, i bet. it's because they're just... them.
JOY melting under blue skies; belting out sunlight shimmering love says:
we should help. definitely
JOY melting under blue skies; belting out sunlight shimmering love says:
but, HOW?
Scream the way you would if I ravaged your mind. says:
yes. i shall post on the class blog. after i shower
Scream the way you would if I ravaged your mind. says:
which i should now
JOY melting under blue skies; belting out sunlight shimmering love says:
it'll be damn awkward to preach to the teachrers, for one. haha
Okay I actually have more to say. But I still can't remember. Darn short-term memory. Oh well. Anyway, any thoughts regarding the topic? I mean, I know some of us really can't stand them, but I think that we should just show them a little love, you know? (Just not to Chui's extent, of course) because the world could definitely use a little more of it anyday. (:
On that note, class chapel was awesome, guys.
Really.
It was amazing. (:
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
I have not used blogger for a longgggg time.
elo, falo 3edi-o-ts.
One day Caris will be a famous bassist and you will even see her jumping around on MTV. Then you will notice the young, crazy and homo girls screaming her nameeee. Maybe she will even get to flyyyyyyyyyyy around the world to play for more young, crazy and homo girls. MUAHAHAHA.
But before all that can happen...she must learn how to play the bass. :D
harhar.
Anyone want to buy me a Singfest08 ticket?
hearty warty,
Caris the oh-so awesome.
Saturday, May 10, 2008

Wednesday, May 7, 2008
TGIF! (well, almost)
officially over, yo (:
alright, so anyways, some people suggested going out together as a class after exams? (well, Janell suggested shopping. Add that we'd all buy matching clothes. So that we could all wear said matching clothes to the Esplanade)
but ANYWAYS, do you guys wanna have dinner together on friday before the concert thing? like, at 6-ish? mhmmm. somwehre near. at like, the esplanade, i guess. haha actually, orchard isn't that far either. alright, so, get back to me about it yea? KAYS.
happy mugging!
TWO more days.
we can make it(:
Thursday, March 20, 2008
BOO ELEPHANTS!
(:
I like that.
Your FAVOURITE IS HERE!
My first post.
What shall I say...
Hmm. CA1?
Good job to those who did well(: ;
and 'Jia you' to those who did'nt. We'll work hard for CA2 okay!
(:
the elephants work together.
haha.
nevermind I know I sound like a psycho.
What else shall I talk about.
Oh you know,
I'm irritating the shit out of my roommate(:
I'm so happy.
and no, I don't feel guilty=)
Goodnight elephants!
The One You Love(:
Friday, March 7, 2008
Saturday, March 1, 2008
sabaticals! excited anyone? (: of course you are!
ohhh! let's all take a random poll of where everyone's going!
I'M ALL FOR U.S, YES I AM.
yea, so you guys post random shizz about where you want to go!
anyways,
anyone against a class outing on the 10th of March 2008, Monday? (it's the holidays already, mind.)
tentaively...
likewhereeee? Orchard. [but it won't be as boring! we promise (: we think]
curfew! *gasps* : 2-5+? not sure about this, what do YOU think?
on the itinery: - lunch?
- GAMES! [how are we gonn have games at orchard? come and find out! (: ]
- dinner, maybe (:
but best of all, a chance to spend time with ALL YOUR AWESOME FRIENDS! <3
yes/yes?
drop a tag to express your pleasure/displeasure/flames? all right (:
and say who can make it.
YES. A LOT OF YOU MUST COME. LAST TIME, IT TURNED OUT WITH LIKE WHAT, 13?
come and chloe will do her pick-up line thing again (:
kays. that's it for now.
this is JOY, reporting for class 3e.
Monday, February 25, 2008
Content Page: Please request from e-mail or those who already have it, please send it to as many ppl as possible. Thank you and I hope the file chain will work. Hopefully.
In case some of you were swept away in a whirlwind and do not have the slightest clue as to what goes into your file, here are the necessary details.
Bio file:
Content Page (Optional but STRONGLY recommended)
Exercises/ Assignments/ Tests
-Divider-
Practical WS (including SPA notes)
Deadline: Tuesday morning, 26 Feb 2008. Latecomers will have to pass it personally to Mr. Soo. I WILL BE EXASPERATED IF YOU GIVE IT TO ME AFTER THE DEADLINE. (This includes EVERY and ANY assignment/ file)
Thank you for paying attention and I sincerely hope that you Eethlings are enlightened. (:
Any Lit girls interested in going for a Understanding Different Forms of Poetry lesson with me? :D Tues 11 Mar to Thurs 13 Mar from 2.30pm to 5.30pm. Sanyu Adventist School near Novena MRT. Opp Novena Church. $300.
www.english-enrichment.com
JOIN ME. :DDDDD
Well, off to do Emath online test.
p.s I screwed amath quiz today! sniff.
heart,
caris the oh-so awesome.
Friday, February 22, 2008
ohemgee! it's a new one!
haha today's clas dinner was FUN ((:
even though not that many people came.
but STILL.
haha FUNNAYYY.
you guys missed out man.
those that didn't come, i mean.
YUMM(: the ceaser salad from the coffee bean is nice.
haha yeaaa. random much?
anywyas, i think i had fun today.
did you guys?
well, not so much the heritage tour part.
mostly the acting crazy, having fun as a class part.
YEPS (:
so, even though i got really stressed and pissed off, IT WAS ALL WORTH IT.
damn, i'm too nice to you guys lah. (: haha
kays, anyways, i'll post pics soon, WHEN I GET THEM!
so, SEND.
my e-mail's rockingout__@hotmail.com
KAYS.
laterssss!